The grieving process is CRAZY! You think you’ve dealt with certain things and then BAM nope..you didn’t. Thought you did…but you didn’t..well I didn’t. I’m finding some things that have yet to be worked through. *Sigh* I think it’d be easier to stuff the joints somewhere but in no way is that healthy for my life or the ones around me. I can’t believe its been almost 7 months w/o my mom. Guess its time to search those painful places and pray that the Lord meet me there….He will.